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Spirits in Bondage: A Cycle of Lyrics

بقلم Lewis C S (Clive Staples)

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SPIRITS IN BONDAGE

A CYCLE OF LYRICS


By Clive Hamilton [C. S. Lewis]






CONTENTS


Historical Background.      

Prologue.      


Part I. The Prison House.      

I.   Satan Speaks

II.   French Nocturne (Monchy-Le-Preux)

III.   The Satyr

IV.   Victory

V.   Irish Nocturne

VI.   Spooks

VII.   Apology

VIII.   Ode for New Year's Day

IX.   Night

X.   To Sleep

XI.   In Prison

XII.   De Profundis

XIII.   Satan Speaks

XIV.   The Witch

XV.   Dungeon Grates

XVI.   The Philosopher

XVII.   The Ocean Strand

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href="@public@vhost@g@gutenberg@html@files@2003@[email protected]#link2H_4_0022" class="pginternal" tag="{http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml}a">XVIII.   Noon

XIX.   Milton Read Again (In Surrey)

XXI.   The Autumn Morning


Part II. Hesitation.     

XXIII.   Alexandrines

XXIV.   In Praise of Solid People


Part III. The Escape.     

XXVI.   Song

XXVII.   The Ass

XXVIII.   Ballade Mystique

XXIX.   Night

XXX.   Oxford

XXXI.   Hymn (For Boys' Voices)

XXXII.   "Our Daily Bread"

XXXIII.   How He Saw Angus the God

XXXIV.   The Roads

XXXV.   Hesperus

XXXVI.   The Star Bath

XXXVII.   Tu Ne Quaesieris

XXXVIII.   Lullaby

XXXIX.   World's Desire

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tag="{http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml}a">XL.   Death in Battle






In Three Parts

     I.    The Prison House
     II.   Hesitation
     III.  The Escape



                        "The land where I shall never be
                        The love that I shall never see"
             





Historical Background

Published under the pseudonym, Clive Hamilton, Spirits in Bondage was C. S. Lewis' first book. Released in 1919 by Heinemann, it was reprinted in 1984 by Harcourt Brace Jovanovich and included in Lewis' 1994 Collected Poems. It is the first of Lewis' major published works to enter the public domain in the United States. Readers should be aware that in other countries it may still be under copyright protection.

Most of the poems appear to have been written between 1915 and 1918, a period during which Lewis was a student under W. T. Kirkpatrick, a military trainee at Oxford, and a soldier serving in the trenches of World War I. Their outlook varies from Romantic expressions of love for the beauty and simplicity of nature to cynical statements about the presence of evil in this world. In a September 12, 1918 letter to his friend Arthur Greeves, Lewis said that his book was, "mainly strung around the idea that I mentioned to you before—that nature is wholly diabolical & malevolent and that God, if he exists, is outside of and in opposition to the cosmic arrangements." In his cynical poems, Lewis is dealing with the same questions about evil in nature that Alfred Lord Tennyson explored from a position of troubled faith in "In Memoriam A. H." (Stanzas 54f). In a letter written perhaps to reassure his father, Lewis claimed, "You know who the God I blaspheme is and that it is not the God that you or I worship, or any other Christian."

Whatever Lewis believed at that time, the attitude in many of these poems is quite different from the attitude he expressed in his many Christian books from the 1930s on. Attempts in movies and on stage plays to portray Lewis as a sheltered professor who knew little about pain until the death of his wife late in life, have to deal not only with the many tragedies he experienced from a boy on, but also with the disturbing issues he faced in many of these early poems.






Prologue

     As of old Phoenician men, to the Tin Isles sailing
     Straight against the sunset and the edges of the earth,
     Chaunted loud above the storm and the strange sea's wailing,
     Legends of their people and the land that gave them birth—
     Sang aloud to Baal-Peor, sang unto the horned maiden,
     Sang how they should come again with the Brethon treasure laden,
     Sang of all the pride and glory of their hardy enterprise,
     How they found the outer islands, where the unknown stars arise;
     And the rowers down below, rowing hard as they could row,
     Toiling at the stroke and feather through the wet and weary weather,
     Even they forgot their burden in the measure of a song,
     And the merchants and the masters and the bondsmen all together,
     Dreaming of the wondrous islands, brought the gallant ship along;
     So in mighty deeps alone on the chainless breezes blown
     In my coracle of verses I will sing of lands unknown,
     Flying from the scarlet city where a Lord that knows no pity,
     Mocks the broken people praying
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round his iron throne,
     Sing about the Hidden Country fresh and full of quiet green.
     Sailing over seas uncharted to a port that none has seen.





Part I The Prison House





I. Satan Speaks

     I am Nature, the Mighty Mother,
     I am the law: ye have none other.

     I am the flower and the dewdrop fresh,
     I am the lust in your itching flesh.

     I am the battle's filth and strain,
     I am the widow's empty pain.

     I am the sea to smother your breath,
     I am the bomb, the falling death.

     I am the fact and the crushing reason
     To thwart your fantasy's new-born treason.

     I am the spider making her net,
     I am the beast with jaws blood-wet.

     I am a wolf that follows the sun
     And I will catch him ere day be done.





II. French Nocturne (Monchy-Le-Preux)

     Long leagues on either hand the trenches spread
     And all is still; now even this gross line
     Drinks in the frosty silences divine
     The pale, green moon is riding overhead.

     The jaws of a sacked village, stark and grim;
     Out on the ridge have swallowed up the sun,
     And in one angry streak his blood has run
     To left and right along the horizon dim.

     There comes a buzzing plane: and now, it seems
     Flies straight into the moon. Lo! where he steers
     Across the pallid globe and surely nears
     In that white land some harbour of dear dreams!

     False mocking fancy! Once I too could dream,
     Who now can only see with vulgar eye
     That he's no nearer to the moon than I
     And she's a stone that catches the sun's beam.

     What call have I to dream of anything?
     I am a wolf. Back to the world again,
     And speech of fellow-brutes that once were men
     Our throats can bark for slaughter: cannot sing.





III. The Satyr

     When the flowery hands of spring
     Forth their woodland riches fling,
       Through the meadows, through the valleys
     Goes the satyr carolling.

     From the mountain and the moor,
     Forest green and ocean shore
       All the faerie kin he rallies
     Making music evermore.

     See! the shaggy pelt doth grow
     On his twisted shanks below,
       And his dreadful feet are cloven
     Though his brow be white as snow—

     Though his brow be clear and white
     And beneath it fancies bright,
       Wisdom and high thoughts are woven
     And the musics of delight,

     Though his temples too be fair
     Yet two horns are growing there
       Bursting forth to part asunder
     All the riches of his hair.

     Faerie maidens he may meet
     Fly the horns and cloven feet,
       But, his sad brown eyes with wonder
     Seeing-stay from their retreat.





IV. Victory

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class="pgmonospaced">     Roland is dead, Cuchulain's crest is low,
     The battered war-rear wastes and turns to rust,
     And Helen's eyes and Iseult's lips are dust
     And dust the shoulders and the breasts of snow.

     The faerie people from our woods are gone,
     No Dryads have I found in all our trees,
     No Triton blows his horn about our seas
     And Arthur sleeps far hence in Avalon.

     The ancient songs they wither as the grass
     And waste as doth a garment waxen old,
     All poets have been fools who thought to mould
     A monument more durable than brass.

     For these decay: but not for that decays
     The yearning, high, rebellious spirit of man
     That never rested yet since life began
     From striving with red Nature and her ways.

     Now in the filth of war, the baresark shout
     Of battle, it is vexed. And yet so oft
     Out of the deeps, of old, it rose aloft
     That they who watch the ages may not doubt.

     Though often bruised, oft broken by the rod,
     Yet, like the phoenix, from each fiery bed
     Higher the stricken spirit lifts its head
     And higher-till the beast become a god.





V. Irish Nocturne

     Now the grey mist comes creeping up
     From the waste ocean's weedy strand
     And fills the valley, as a cup
     If filled of evil drink in a wizard's hand;
     And the trees fade out of sight,
     Like dreary ghosts unhealthily,
     Into the damp, pale night,
     Till you almost think that a clearer eye could see
     Some shape come up of a demon seeking apart
     His meat, as Grendel sought in Harte
     The thanes that sat by the wintry log—
     Grendel or the shadowy mass
     Of Balor, or the man with the face of clay,
     The grey, grey walker who used to pass
     Over the rock-arch nightly to his prey.
     But here at the dumb, slow stream where the willows hang,
     With never a wind to blow the mists apart,
     Bitter and bitter it is for thee. O my heart,
     Looking upon this land, where poets sang,
     Thus with the dreary shroud
     Unwholesome, over it spread,
     And knowing the fog and the cloud
     In her people's heart and head
     Even as it lies for ever upon her coasts
     Making them dim and dreamy lest her sons should ever arise
     And remember all their boasts;
     For I know that the colourless skies
     And the blurred horizons breed
     Lonely desire and many words and brooding and never a deed.





VI. Spooks

     Last night I dreamed that I was come again
     Unto the house where my beloved dwells
     After long years of wandering and pain.

     And I stood out beneath the drenching rain
     And all the street was bare, and black with night,
     But in my true love's house was warmth and light.

     Yet I could not draw near nor enter in,
     And long I wondered if some secret sin
     Or old, unhappy anger held me fast;

     Till suddenly it came into my head
     That I was killed long since and lying dead—
     Only a homeless wraith that way had passed.

     So thus I found my true love's house again
     And stood unseen amid the winter night
     And the lamp burned
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within, a rosy light,
     And the wet street was shining in the rain.





VII. Apology

     If men should ask, Despoina, why I tell
     Of nothing glad nor noble in my verse
     To lighten hearts beneath this present curse
     And build a heaven of dreams in real hell,

     Go you to them and speak among them thus:
     "There were no greater grief than to recall,
     Down in the rotting grave where the lithe worms crawl,
     Green fields above that smiled so sweet to us."

     Is it good to tell old tales of Troynovant
     Or praises of dead heroes, tried and sage,
     Or sing the queens of unforgotten age,
     Brynhild and Maeve and virgin Bradamant?

     How should I sing of them? Can it be good
     To think of glory now, when all is done,
     And all our labour underneath the sun
     Has brought us this-and not the thing we would?

     All these were rosy visions of the night,
     The loveliness and wisdom feigned of old.
     But now we wake. The East is pale and cold,
     No hope is in the dawn, and no delight.





VIII. Ode for New Year's Day

     Woe unto you, ye sons of pain that are this day in earth,
     Now cry for all your torment: now curse your hour of birth
     And the fathers who begat you to a portion nothing worth.
     And Thou, my own beloved, for as brave as ere thou art,
     Bow down thine head, Despoina, clasp thy pale arms over it,
     Lie low with fast-closed eyelids, clenched teeth, enduring heart,
     For sorrow on sorrow is coming wherein all flesh has part.
     The sky above is sickening, the clouds of God's hate cover it,
     Body and soul shall suffer beyond all word or thought,
     Till the pain and noisy terror that these first years have wrought
     Seem but the soft arising and prelude of the storm
     That fiercer still and heavier with sharper lightnings fraught
     Shall pour red wrath upon us over a world deform.

     Thrice happy, O Despoina, were the men who were alive
     In the great age and the golden age when still the cycle ran
     On upward curve and easily, for them both maid and man
     And beast and tree and spirit in the green earth could thrive.
     But now one age is ending, and God calls home the stars
     And looses the wheel of the ages and sends it spinning back
     Amid the death of nations, and points a downward track,
     And madness is come over us and great and little wars.
     He has not left one valley, one isle of fresh and green
     Where old friends could forgather amid the howling wreck.
     It's vainly we are praying. We cannot, cannot check
     The Power who slays and puts aside the beauty that has been.

     It's truth they tell, Despoina, none hears the heart's complaining
     For Nature will not pity, nor the red God lend an ear,
     Yet I too have been mad in the hour of bitter paining
     And lifted up my voice to God, thinking that he could hear
     The curse wherewith I cursed Him because the Good was dead.
     But lo! I am grown wiser, knowing that our own hearts
     Have made a phantom called the Good, while a few years have sped
     Over a little planet. And what should the great Lord know of it
     Who tosses the dust of chaos and gives the suns their parts?
     Hither and thither
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he moves them; for an hour we see the show of it:
     Only a little hour, and the life of the race is done.
     And here he builds a nebula, and there he slays a sun
     And works his own fierce pleasure. All things he shall fulfill,
     And O, my poor Despoina, do you think he ever hears
     The wail of hearts he has broken, the sound of human ill?
     He cares not for our virtues, our little hopes and fears,
     And how could it all go on, love, if he knew of laughter and tears?

     Ah, sweet, if a man could cheat him! If you could flee away
     Into some other country beyond the rosy West,
     To hide in the deep forests and be for ever at rest
     From the rankling hate of God and the outworn world's decay!





IX. Night

     After the fret and failure of this day,
     And weariness of thought, O Mother Night,
     Come with soft kiss to soothe our care away
     And all our little tumults set to right;
     Most pitiful of all death's kindred fair,
     Riding above us through the curtained air
     On thy dusk car, thou scatterest to the earth
     Sweet dreams and drowsy charms of tender might
     And lovers' dear delight before to-morrow's birth.
     Thus art thou wont thy quiet lands to leave
     And pillared courts beyond the Milky Way,
     Wherein thou tarriest all our solar day
     While unsubstantial dreams before thee weave
     A foamy dance, and fluttering fancies play
     About thy palace in the silver ray
     Of some far, moony globe. But when the hour,
     The long-expected comes, the ivory gates
     Open on noiseless hinge before thy bower
     Unbidden, and the jewelled chariot waits
     With magic steeds. Thou from the fronting rim
     Bending to urge them, whilst thy sea-dark hair
     Falls in ambrosial ripples o'er each limb,
     With beautiful pale arms, untrammelled, bare
     For horsemanship, to those twin chargers fleet
     Dost give full rein across the fires that glow
     In the wide floor of heaven, from off their feet
     Scattering the powdery star-dust as they go.
     Come swiftly down the sky, O Lady Night,
     Fall through the shadow-country, O most kind,
     Shake out thy strands of gentle dreams and light
     For chains, wherewith thou still art used to bind
     With tenderest love of careful leeches' art
     The bruised and weary heart
     In slumber blind.





X. To Sleep

     I will find out a place for thee, O Sleep—
     A hidden wood among the hill-tops green,
     Full of soft streams and little winds that creep
       The murmuring boughs between.

     A hollow cup above the ocean placed
     Where nothing rough, nor loud, nor harsh shall be,
     But woodland light and shadow interlaced
       And summer sky and sea.

     There in the fragrant twilight I will raise
     A secret altar of the rich sea sod,
     Whereat to offer sacrifice and praise
       Unto my lonely god:

     Due sacrifice of his own drowsy flowers,
     The deadening poppies in an ocean shell
     Round which through all forgotten days and hours
       The great seas wove their spell.

     So may he send me dreams of dear delight
     And draughts of cool oblivion, quenching pain,
    
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And sweet, half-wakeful moments in the night
       To hear the falling rain.

     And when he meets me at the dusk of day
     To call me home for ever, this I ask—
     That he may lead me friendly on that way
       And wear no frightful mask.





XI. In Prison

     I cried out for the pain of man,
     I cried out for my bitter wrath
     Against the hopeless life that ran
     For ever in a circling path
     From death to death since all began;
     Till on a summer night
     I lost my way in the pale starlight
     And saw our planet, far and small,
     Through endless depths of nothing fall
     A lonely pin-prick spark of light,
     Upon the wide, enfolding night,
     With leagues on leagues of stars above it,
     And powdered dust of stars below—
     Dead things that neither hate nor love it
     Not even their own loveliness can know,
     Being but cosmic dust and dead.
     And if some tears be shed,
     Some evil God have power,
     Some crown of sorrow sit
     Upon a little world for a little hour—
     Who shall remember? Who shall care for it?





XII. De Profundis

     Come let us curse our Master ere we die,
     For all our hopes in endless ruin lie.
     The good is dead. Let us curse God most High.

     Four thousand years of toil and hope and thought
     Wherein man laboured upward and still wrought
     New worlds and better, Thou hast made as naught.

     We built us joyful cities, strong and fair,
     Knowledge we sought and gathered wisdom rare.
     And all this time you laughed upon our care,

     And suddenly the earth grew black with wrong,
     Our hope was crushed and silenced was our song,
     The heaven grew loud with weeping. Thou art strong.

     Come then and curse the Lord. Over the earth
     Gross darkness falls, and evil was our birth
     And our few happy days of little worth.

     Even if it be not all a dream in vain
     The ancient hope that still will rise again—
     Of a just God that cares for earthly pain,

     Yet far away beyond our labouring night,
     He wanders in the depths of endless light,
     Singing alone his musics of delight;

     Only the far, spent echo of his song
     Our dungeons and deep cells can smite along,
     And Thou art nearer. Thou art very strong.

     O universal strength, I know it well,
     It is but froth of folly to rebel;
     For thou art Lord and hast the keys of Hell.

     Yet I will not bow down to thee nor love thee,
     For looking in my own heart I can prove thee,
     And know this frail, bruised being is above thee.

     Our love, our hope, our thirsting for the right,
     Our mercy and long seeking of the light,
     Shall we change these for thy relentless might?

     Laugh then and slay. Shatter all things of worth,
     Heap torment still on torment for thy mirth—
     Thou art not Lord while there are Men on earth.





XIII. Satan Speaks

     I am the Lord your God: even he that made
     Material things, and
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all these signs arrayed
     Above you and have set beneath the race
     Of mankind, who forget their Father's face
     And even while they drink my light of day
     Dream of some other gods and disobey
     My warnings, and despise my holy laws,
     Even tho' their sin shall slay them. For which cause,
     Dreams dreamed in vain, a never-filled desire
     And in close flesh a spiritual fire,
     A thirst for good their kind shall not attain,
     A backward cleaving to the beast again.
     A loathing for the life that I have given,
     A haunted, twisted soul for ever riven
     Between their will and mine-such lot I give
     White still in my despite the vermin live.
     They hate my world! Then let that other God
     Come from the outer spaces glory-shod,
     And from this castle I have built on Night
     Steal forth my own thought's children into light,
     If such an one there be. But far away
     He walks the airy fields of endless day,
     And my rebellious sons have called Him long
     And vainly called. My order still is strong
     And like to me nor second none I know.
     Whither the mammoth went this creature too shall go.





XIV. The Witch

     Trapped amid the woods with guile
     They've led her bound in fetters vile
     To death, a deadlier sorceress
     Than any born for earth's distress
     Since first the winner of the fleece
     Bore home the Colchian witch to Greece—
     Seven months with snare and gin
     They've sought the maid o'erwise within
     The forest's labyrinthine shade.
     The lonely woodman half afraid
     Far off her ragged form has seen
     Sauntering down the alleys green,
     Or crouched in godless prayer alone
     At eve before a Druid stone.
     But now the bitter chase is won,
     The quarry's caught, her magic's done,
     The bishop's brought her strongest spell
     To naught with candle, book, and bell;
     With holy water splashed upon her,
     She goes to burning and dishonour
     Too deeply damned to feel her shame,
     For, though beneath her hair of flame
     Her thoughtful head be lowly bowed
     It droops for meditation proud
     Impenitent, and pondering yet
     Things no memory can forget,
     Starry wonders she has seen
     Brooding in the wildwood green
     With holiness. For who can say
     In what strange crew she loved to play,
     What demons or what gods of old
     Deep mysteries unto her have told
     At dead of night in worship bent
     At ruined shrines magnificent,
     Or how the quivering will she sent
     Alone into the great alone
     Where all is loved and all is known,
     Who now lifts up her maiden eyes
     And looks around with soft surprise
     Upon the noisy, crowded square,
     The city oafs that nod and stare,
     The bishop's court that gathers there,
     The faggots and the blackened stake
     Where sinners die for justice' sake?
     Now she is set upon the pile,
     The mob grows still a little while,
     Till lo! before the eager folk
     Up curls a thin, blue line of smoke.
     "Alas!" the full-fed burghers cry,
     "That evil loveliness must die!"





XV. Dungeon Grates

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xml:space="preserve" class="pgmonospaced">     So piteously the lonely soul of man
     Shudders before this universal plan,
     So grievous is the burden and the pain,
     So heavy weighs the long, material chain
     From cause to cause, too merciless for hate,
     The nightmare march of unrelenting fate,
     I think that he must die thereof unless
     Ever and again across the dreariness
     There came a sudden glimpse of spirit faces,
     A fragrant breath to tell of flowery places
     And wider oceans, breaking on the shore
     From which the hearts of men are always sore.
     It lies beyond endeavour; neither prayer
     Nor fasting, nor much wisdom winneth there,
     Seeing how many prophets and wise men
     Have sought for it and still returned again
     With hope undone. But only the strange power
     Of unsought Beauty in some casual hour
     Can build a bridge of light or sound or form
     To lead you out of all this strife and storm;
     When of some beauty we are grown a part
     Till from its very glory's midmost heart
     Out leaps a sudden beam of larger light
     Into our souls. All things are seen aright
     Amid the blinding pillar of its gold,
     Seven times more true than what for truth we hold
     In vulgar hours. The miracle is done
     And for one little moment we are one
     With the eternal stream of loveliness
     That flows so calm, aloft from all distress
     Yet leaps and lives around us as a fire
     Making us faint with overstrong desire
     To sport and swim for ever in its deep—
     Only a moment.
                           O! but we shall keep
     Our vision still. One moment was enough,
     We know we are not made of mortal stuff.
     And we can bear all trials that come after,
     The hate of men and the fool's loud bestial laughter
     And Nature's rule and cruelties unclean,
     For we have seen the Glory-we have seen.