Elw. Say, my lord, |
For your own lips shall vindicate my fame, |
Since at the altar I became your wife, |
Can malice charge me with an act, a word, |
I ought to blush at? Have I not still liv'd |
As open to the eye of observation, |
As fearless innocence should ever live? |
I call attesting angels to be witness, |
If in my open deed, or secret thought, |
My conduct, or my heart, they've aught discern'd |
Which did not emulate their purity. |
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Dou. This vindication ere you were accus'd, |
This warm defence, repelling all attacks |
Ere they are made, and construing casual words |
To formal accusations, trust me, madam, |
Shews rather an alarm'd and vigilant spirit, |
For ever on the watch to guard its secret, |
Than the sweet calm of fearless innocence. |
Who talk'd of guilt? Who testified suspicion? |
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Elw. Learn, sir, that virtue, while 'tis free from blame, |
Is modest, lowly, meek, and unassuming; |
Not apt, like fearful vice, to shield its weakness |
Beneath the studied pomp of boastful phrase |
Which swells to hide the poverty it shelters; |
But, when this virtue feels itself suspected, |
Insulted, set at nought, its whiteness stain'd, |
It then grows proud, forgets its humble worth, |
And rates itself above its real value. |
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Dou. I did not mean to chide! but think, O think, |
What pangs must rend this fearful doting heart, |
To see you sink impatient of the grave, |
To feel, distracting thought! to feel you hate me! |
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Elw. What if the slender thread by which I hold |
This poor precarious being soon must break, |
Is it Elwina's crime, or heaven's decree? |
Yet I shall meet, I trust, the king of terrors, |
Submissive and resign'd, without one pang, |
One fond regret, at leaving this gay world. |
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Dou. Yes, madam, there is one, one man ador'd, |
For whom your sighs will heave, your tears will flow, |
For whom this hated world will still be dear, |
For whom you still would live—— |
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Elw. Hold, hold, my lord, |
What may this mean? |
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Dou. Ah! I have gone too far. |
What have I said?—Your father, sure, your father, |
The good Lord Raby, may at least expect |
One tender sigh. |
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Elw. Alas, my lord! I thought |
The precious incense of a daughter's sighs |
Might rise to heaven, and not offend its ruler. |
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Dou. 'Tis true; yet Raby is no more belov'd |
Since he bestow'd his daughter's hand on Douglas: |
That was a crime the dutiful Elwina |
Can never pardon; and believe me, madam, |
My love's so nice, so delicate my honour, |
I am asham'd to owe my happiness |
To ties which make you wretched.[exit Douglas. |
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Elw. Ah! how's this? |
Though I have ever found him fierce and rash, |
Full of obscure surmises and dark hints, |
Till now he never ventur'd to accuse me. |
Yet there is one, one man belov'd, ador'd, |
For whom your tears will flow—these were his words— |
And then the wretched subterfuge of, Raby— |
How poor th' evasion!—But my Birtha comes. |
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Enter Birtha. |
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Bir. Crossing the portico I met Lord Douglas, |
Disorder'd were his looks, his eyes shot fire; |
He call'd upon your name with such distraction, |
I fear'd some sudden evil had befallen you. |
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Elw. Not sudden: no; long has the storm been gathering, |
Which threatens speedily to burst in ruin |
On this devoted head. |
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Bir. I ne'er beheld |
Your gentle soul so ruffled, yet I've mark'd you, |
While others thought you happiest of the happy, |
Blest with whate'er the world calls great, or good, |
With all that nature, all that fortune gives, |
I've mark'd you bending with a weight of sorrow. |
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Elw. O I will tell thee all! thou couldst not find |
An hour, a moment in Elwina's life, |
When her full heart so long'd to ease its burthen, |
And pour its sorrows in thy friendly bosom: |
Hear then, with pity hear, my tale of woe, |
And, O forgive, kind nature, filial piety, |
If my presumptuous lips arraign a father! |
Yes, Birtha, that belov'd, that cruel father, |
Has doom'd me to a life of hopeless anguish, |
To die of grief ere half my days are number'd; |
Doom'd me to give my trembling hand to Douglas, |
'Twas all I had to give—my heart was—Percy's. |
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Bir. What do I hear? |
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Elw. My misery, not my crime. |
Long since the battle 'twixt the rival houses |
Of Douglas and of Percy, for whose
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