قراءة كتاب A Day with Lord Byron
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fond and tame,
Byron is emphatically a citizen of the world, who has "not only painted the environs, but reflected the passions and aspirations of every scene which he visualizes." And it is this magic power of conveying the authentic impression of an actual occurrence, which renders his most recondite situations so thrilling,—which breathes a Western vigour into the scented air of the Orient, and thrills with poignant pathos through the horrors of the Prisoner of Chillon.
A light broke in upon my brain— |
It was the carol of a bird; |
It ceased, and then it came again, |
The sweetest song ear ever heard: |
And mine was thankful till my eyes |
Ran over with the glad surprise, |
And they that moment could not see |
I was the mate of misery; |
But then by dull degrees came back |
My senses to their wonted track; |
I saw the dungeon walls and floor |
Close slowly round me as before, |
I saw the glimmer of the sun |
Creeping as it before had done; |
But through the crevice where it came |
That bird was perch'd, as fond and tame, |
And tamer than upon the tree; |
A lovely bird, with azure wings, |
And song that said a thousand things, |
And seem'd to say them all for me! |
I never saw its like before, |
I ne'er shall see its likeness more: |
It seem'd like me to want a mate, |
But was not half so desolate, |
And it was come to love me when |
None lived to love me so again, |
And cheering from my dungeon's brink, |
Had brought me back to feel and think. |
I know not if it late were free, |
Or broke its cage to perch on mine, |
But knowing well captivity, |
Sweet bird! I could not wish for thine! |
Or if it were, in winged guise, |
A visitant from Paradise; |
For—Heaven forgive that thought! the while |
Which made me both to weep and smile— |
I sometimes deem'd that it might be |
My brother's soul come down to me; |
But then at last away it flew, |
And then 'twas mortal well I knew, |
For he would never thus have flown, |
And left me twice so doubly lone, |
Lone as the corse within its shroud, |
Lone as a solitary cloud,— |
A single cloud on a sunny day, |
While all the rest of heaven is clear, |
A frown upon the atmosphere, |
That hath no business to appear |
When skies are blue, and earth is gay. |
(The Prisoner of Chillon.) |
Unhappily, all these shifting scenes of imagination or experience—so the poet has made mournful confession—have little power to wean him from himself. "Neither the music of the shepherd, the crashing of the avalanche, nor the torrent, the mountain, the glacier, the forest, nor the cloud, have for one moment lightened the weight upon my heart, nor enabled me to lose my own wretched identity in the majesty, and the power, and the glory, above, around, and beneath me."
And although, it will be noticed, he exempts the sea—and although the blood of old sea-kings, running fiercely in his veins, still kindles him to imperishable rapture in its presence,—
And I have loved thee, Ocean! and my joy |
Of youthful sports was on thy breast to be |
Borne, like thy bubbles, onward: from a boy |
I wanton'd with thy breakers—they to me |
Were a delight; and if the freshening sea |
Made them a terror—'twas a pleasing fear, |
For I was as it were a child of thee, |
And trusted to thy billows far and near, |
And laid my hand upon thy mane—as I do here. |
(Childe Harold.) |
—yet there is sorrow on the sea itself,—the "unplumb'd, salt, estranging sea" which separates him from his mother-country. Cosmopolitan as he is, self-banished exile, quick with Greek and Italian sympathies, Byron never for one moment forgets that he is head of one of England's proudest families. Despite his scathing scorn towards his fair-weather London friends, towards the unreasoning outbursts of malignity which drove him out of his England—with all her faults, he loves her still. He vaguely hopes and hankers after a return to those long-lost shores: and endeavours to believe that the future will in some way make atonement for all the calamities of the past.
But now Shelley, Williams, Medwin, and Taafe are dismounting in the pine forest, and the men-servants setting up the target. Pistol-practice is Byron's forte; when he hits a half-crown at twelve yards he is as delighted as a boy, and quite glum and disconcerted if he should happen to miss. This very rarely happens, as he is a crack shot, easily distancing the other competitors. His hand trembles violently, but he calculates on this vibration, and, depending entirely on his eye, hardly ever fails. After about an hour's shooting, the light begins to wane towards sunset: and the friends ride back to the city, Byron in exuberant good humour with himself and everybody else. Arrived at the Palazzo Lanfranchi, he finds two guests awaiting him,—Count Pietro Gamba, brother of the lovely Contessa Guiccioli, and Trelawny, that handsome, picturesque, piratical-looking "Younger Son," who has not yet published to an astonished world his