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قراءة كتاب The Road to Understanding
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but now, as a breathing, moving creature treading his own familiar veranda and touching with her white hands his own common hammock, she was bewilderingly enthralling.
Combating again an almost overwhelming desire to stand in awed worship, he advanced hastily, speaking with a diffidence and an incoherence utterly foreign to his usual blithe boyishness.
"Oh, I hope—I didn't, did I? Did I wake—the baby up?"
With a start the girl turned, her blue eyes wide.
"You? Oh, in the library—"
"Yes; an hour ago. I do hope I didn't—wake him up!"
Before the ardent admiration in the young man's eyes, the girl's fell.
"Oh, no, sir. He just—woke himself."
"Oh, I'm so glad! And—and I want you to forgive me for—for staring at you so rudely. You see, I was so surprised to—to see you there like—like a picture, and— You will forgive me—er— I don't know your name."
"Barnet—Helen Barnet." She blushed prettily; then she laughed, throwing him a mischievous glance. "Oh, yes, I'll forgive you; but—I don't know your name, either."
"Thank you. I knew you'd—understand. I'm Denby—Burke Denby."
"Mr. Denby's son?"
"Yes."
"Oh-h!"
At the admiration in her eyes and voice he unconsciously straightened himself.
"And do you live—here?" breathed the girl.
To hide the inexplicable emotion that seemed suddenly to be swelling within him, the young man laughed lightly.
"Of course—when I'm not away!" His eyes challenged her, and she met the sally with a gurgle of laughter.
"Oh, I meant—when you're not away," she bridled.
He watched the wild-rose color sweep to her temples—and stepped nearer.
"But you haven't told me a thing of yourself—yet," he complained.
She sighed—and at the sigh an unreasoning wrath against an unknown something rose within him.
"There's nothing to tell," she murmured. "I'm just here—a nurse to Master Paul and his brother." Denby's wrath became reasoning and definite. It was directed against the world in general, and his aunt in particular, that they should permit for one instant this glorious creature to sacrifice her charm and sweetness on the altar of menial services to a couple of unappreciative infants.
"Oh, I'm so sorry!" he breathed, plainly aglow at the intimate nearness of this heart-to-heart talk. "But I'm glad—you're here!"
Once more, before he turned reluctantly away, he gazed straight into her blue eyes—and the game was on.
It was a pretty game. The young man was hard hit, and it was his first wound from Cupid's dart. Heretofore in his curriculum girls had not been included; and the closeness of his association with his father had not been conducive to incipient love affairs. Perhaps, for these reasons, he was all the more ardent a wooer. Certainly an ardent wooer he was. There was no gainsaying that—though the boy himself, at first, did not recognize it as wooing at all.
It began with pity.
He was so sorry for her—doomed to slave all day for those two rascally small boys. He could not keep her out of his mind. As he tramped the hills the next morning the very blue of the sky and the softness of the air against his cheek became a pain to him—she was tied to a stuffy nursery. His own freedom of will and movement became a source of actual vexation—she was bound to a "do this" and a "do that" all day. He wondered then, suddenly, if he could not in some way help. He sought her as soon as possible.
"Come, I want you to go to walk with me. I want to show you the view from Pike's Hill," he urged.
"Me? To walk? Why, Mr. Denby, I can't!"
Again the wild-rose flush came and went—and again Burke Denby stepped nearer.
"Why not?"
"Why, I couldn't leave the children; besides—it's Master Paul's nap hour."
"What a pity—when it's so beautiful out! To-morrow, then, in the morning?"
She shook her head.
"I couldn't, Mr. Denby."
"The afternoon, then?"
"No."
"Is it because you don't want to?"
"Want to!"
At the look of longing that leaped to her face, the thwarted youth felt again the fierce wrath he had known the first day of their meeting.
"Then, by Jove, you shall!" he vowed. "Don't they ever give you any time to yourself?"
She dimpled into shy laughter.
"I shall have a few hours Thursday—after three."
"Good! I'll remember. We'll go then."
And they went.
To Burke Denby it was a wonderful and a brand-new experience. Never had the sky been so blue, the air so soft, the woods so enchantingly beautiful. And he was so glad that they were thus—for her. She was enjoying it so much, and he was so glad that he could give this happiness to her! Enthusiastically he pointed out here a bird and there a flower; carefully he helped her over every stick and stone; determinedly he set himself to making her forget her dreary daily tasks. And when she lifted her wondering eyes to his face, or placed her half-reluctant fingers in his extended hand, how he thrilled and tingled through his whole being—he had not supposed that unselfish service to a fellow-being could bring to one such a warm sense of gratification.
At the top of the hill they sat down to rest, before them the wonderful panorama of grandeur—the green valley, the silvery river, the far-reaching mauve and purple mountains.
"My, isn't this real pretty!" exclaimed the girl.
The young man scarcely heard the words, else he would have frowned unconsciously at the "real pretty." He was looking at her lovely, glorified face.
"I thought you'd like it," he breathed.
"Oh, I do."
"I know another just as fine. We'll go there next."
A shadow like a cloud crossed her face.
"But I have so little time!"
The cloud leaped to his face now and became thunderous.
"Shucks! I forgot. What a nuisance! Oh, I say, you know, I don't think you ought to be doing—such work. Do you—forgive me, but do you really—have to?"
"Yes, I have to."
She had turned her face half away, but he thought he could see tears in her eyes.
"Are you—all alone, then? Haven't you any—people?" His voice had grown very tender.
"No—no one. Father died, then mother. There was no one else—to care; and no—money."
"Oh, I'm so—so sorry!"
He spoke awkwardly, with obvious restraint. He wanted suddenly to take her in his arms—to soothe and comfort her as one would a child. But she was not a child, and it would not do, of course. But she looked so forlorn, so appealing, so sweet, so absolutely dear—
He got abruptly to his feet.
"Come, come, this will never do!" he exclaimed blithely. "Here I am—making you talk of your work and your troubles, when I took you up here with the express intention of making you forget them. Suppose we go through this little path here. There's a dandy spring of cold water farther on. And—and forgive me, please. I won't make you—talk any more."
And he would not, indeed, he vowed to himself. She was no child. She was a young woman grown, and a very beautiful one, at that. He could not console her with a kiss and a caress, and a bonbon, of course. But he could give her a bit of playtime, now and then—and he would, too. He would see to it that, for the rest of her stay under his