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قراءة كتاب The Rubicon
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challenged conjecture, and roused eager interests, which the vivacity and attractiveness of other women might quite have failed to awaken.
Jim Armine began by finding immense pleasure in watching her beauty, as he might have watched a Greek statue, but in a few days his mere æsthetic pleasure in looking at her had dwindled to insignificance beside the fascination of something apart from her mere beauty. In those few weeks of married life, an essential change had come over her; her soul had awakened with throbs of surprised indignation, and it found its expression in a gathered intensity of indifference in her husband's presence.
She had no need to ask him why he had married her; the sense of his possession of her made itself felt as an insult and an outrage. She felt she had been duped, deceived, hoodwinked. The consciousness that she was his was like an open wound. She had sacrificed all her undeveloped possibilities to a loveless owner; all she had was no longer hers. Truly the red flowers were very different from the white.
To another man who was something of an observer, the signs of this which appeared on the surface, as the surface of dark water heaves and is stirred mysteriously and massively when the depths are moved, were profoundly interesting. The full import of this stirring, of course, he did not, could not guess. All he knew was, that this admirably beautiful woman had moods as profound as they were mysterious; he was pre-occupied with her, interested, fascinated.
They were sitting together on the verandah of the Beau Site one afternoon, in the enjoyment of the bright, winter sun. Lord Hayes had departed with his white umbrella, to see about the purchase of a small villa which was for sale, and which stood high and pleasantly among the olive woods.
They had been for a sail in the morning, and Eva said to herself that she was tired and would stop at home. She did not trouble to make any excuse at all to her husband. He had mentioned to her that he was going to see about the villa which she had admired.
"It will be a pleasant drive up there," he had said, "if you care to come. You said you wanted to see the villa."
Eva had rather wanted to see the villa, but the prospect appeared suddenly distasteful to her.
"I think I shall stop at home," she said, and left him standing on the hotel steps.
Jim Armine, it appeared, was going to stop at home, too, and the natural consequence of this was that, half an hour later, they met on the great verandah facing south.
"This place gets stupid," she said, seating herself in a low, basket chair. "I think we shall have to go away."
"Where are you going to?" he asked.
"I had thought of Algiers; we can't go north yet. They are having blizzards in England. Besides, February in England is always intolerable."
"I have never been to Algiers," said Jim, pregnantly.
Eva looked at him a moment.
"Well, I suppose there's no reason why you shouldn't come with us. We haven't got a monopoly of the line."
"I shouldn't come if you didn't want me," he said, rather sulkily.
"Fancy asking a bride on her honeymoon whether she wanted another man with her!" she said. "There is only one man in the moon, I've always heard."
Poor Jim found it rather hard to keep his temper, more especially as he knew that he had nothing to complain of. He shifted his position in his chair, and fixed his eye on a sail on the horizon, so that he could see Eva without looking at her.
"Algiers is quite a model place for a honeymoon, I should think," he said. "Of course, the object is to get out of the world. There is too large a piece of the world at Mentone. Don't you find it so?"
Eva raised her eyebrows. This last speech seemed to her to savour of impertinence, and needed no reply. Jim was clever enough to see that he had made a mistake, and his tone altered.
"Where are you going to stay in Algiers? I believe it is pleasanter out of the town, on the hills."


