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you marry me?"
She struggled feebly in his arms.
"Why not?"
No answer.
"Helen, why not?" He loosened his clasp and held her off at arms' length.
"Because."
"Because what?"
No answer again.
"You aren't—promised to any one else?" For the first time a shadow of uneasy doubt crossed his face.
She shook her head.
"Oh, no."
"Then what is it?"
Her eyes, frightened and pleading, searched his face. There was a tense moment of indecision. Then in a tragic burst it came.
"Maybe you think I'd—marry you, and be your wife, and have all your folks look down on me!"
"Look down on you?"
"Yes, because I'm not so swell and grand as they are. I'm only—"
With a quick cry he caught her to himself again, and laid a reproving finger on her lips.
"Hush! Don't you let me hear you say that again—those horrid words! You are you, yourself, the dearest, sweetest little woman that was ever made, and I love you, and I'm going to marry you. Look down on you, indeed! I'd like to see them try it!"
"But they will. I'm only a nurse-girl."
"Hush!" He almost shook her in his wrath. "I tell you, you are you—and that's all I want to know. And that's all anybody will want to know. I'm not in love with your ancestors, or with your relatives, or your friends. I don't love you because you are, or are not, a nurse-girl, or a school-teacher, or a butterfly of fashion. I even don't love you because your eyes are blue, or because your wonderful hair is like the softest of spun gold. It's just because you are you, sweetheart; and you, just you, are the whole wide world to me!"
"But—your father?"
"He will love you because I love you. Dad is my good chum—he's always been that. What I love, he'll love. You'll see."
"Do you think he really will?" A dawning hope was coming into her eyes.
"I'm sure he will. Why, dad is the other half of myself. Always, all the way up, dad has been like that. And everything I've wanted, he's always let me have."
She drew a tremulous breath of surrender.
"Well, of course, if I thought you all wanted me—"
"Want you!" With his impulsive lips on hers she had her answer, and there Burke Denby found his.
CHAPTER II
AN ONLY SON
Proud, and blissfully happy in his victory, Burke went to his father; and to his father (so far as the latter himself was concerned) he carried a bombshell.
For two reasons John Denby had failed to see what was taking place in his own home. First, because it would never have occurred to him that his son could fall in love with a nursemaid; secondly, because he had systematically absented himself from the house during the most of his sister's visit, preferring to take his sister away with him for drives and walks rather than to stay in the noisy confusion of toys and babies that his home had become. Because of all this, therefore, he was totally unprepared for what his son was bringing to him.
He welcomed the young man with affectionate heartiness.
"Well, my boy, it's good to see you! Where have you been keeping yourself all these two weeks?"
"Why, dad, I've been right here—in fact, I've been very much right here!"
The conscious color that crept to the boy's forehead should have been illuminating. But it was not.
"Yes, yes, very likely, very likely," frowned the man. "But, of course, with so many around— But soon we'll be by ourselves again. Not but what I'm enjoying your aunt's visit, of course," he added hastily. "But here are two weeks of your vacation gone, and I've scarcely seen you a minute."
"Yes; and that's one thing I wanted to talk about—college," plunged in the boy. "I've decided I don't want to finish my course, dad. I'd rather go into business right away."
The man drew his brows together, but did not look entirely displeased.
"Hm-m, well," he hesitated. "While I should hate not to see you graduated, yet—it's not so bad an idea, after all. I'd be glad to have you here for good that much earlier, son. But why this sudden right-about-face? I thought you were particularly keen for that degree."
Again the telltale color flamed in the boyish cheeks.
"I was—once. But, you see, then I wasn't thinking of—getting married."
"Married!" To John Denby it seemed suddenly that a paralyzing chill clutched his heart and made it skip a beat. This possible future marriage of his son, breaking into their close companionship, was the dreaded shadow that loomed ever ahead. "Nonsense, boy! Time enough to think of that when you've found the girl."
"But I have found her, dad."
John Denby paled perceptibly.
"You have—what?" he demanded. "You don't mean that you've— Who is she?"
"Helen. Why, dad, you seem surprised," laughed the boy. "Haven't you noticed—suspected?"
"Well, no I haven't," retorted the man grimly. "Why should I? I never heard of the young lady before. What is this—some college tomfoolery? I might have known, I suppose, what would happen."
"College! Why, dad, she's here. You know her. It's Helen,—Miss Barnet."
"Here! There's no one here but your aunt and—" He stopped, and half started from his chair. "You don't—you can't mean—your aunt's nursemaid!"
At the scornful emphasis an indignant red dyed the boy's face.
"I didn't think that of you, dad," he rebuked.
Angry as he was, the man was conscious of the hurt the words gave him. But he held his ground.
"And I did not think this of you, Burke," he rejoined coldly.
"You mean—"
"I mean that I supposed my son would show some consideration as to the woman he chose for his wife."
"Father!" The boyish face set into stern lines. The boyish figure drew itself erect with a majesty that would have been absurd had it not been so palpably serious. "I can't stand much of this sort of thing, even from you. Miss Barnet is everything that is good and true and lovely. She is in every way worthy—more than worthy. Besides, she is the woman I love—the woman I have asked to be my wife. Please remember that when you speak of her."
John Denby laughed lightly. Sharp words had very evidently been on the end of his tongue, when, with a sudden change of countenance, he relaxed in his chair, and said:—
"Well done, Burke. Your sentiments do you credit, I'm sure. But aren't we getting a little melodramatic? I feel as if I were on the stage of a second-rate theater! However, I stand corrected; and we'll speak very respectfully of the lady hereafter. I have no doubt she is very good and very lovely, as you say; but"—his mouth hardened a little—"I must still insist that she is no fit wife for my son."
"Why not?"
"Obvious reasons."
"I suppose you mean—because she has to work for her living," flashed the boy. "But that—excuse me—seems to me plain snobbishness. And I must say again I didn't think it of you, dad. I supposed—"
"Come, come, this has gone far enough," interrupted the distraught, sorely tried father of an idolized son. "You're only a boy. You don't know your own mind. You'll fancy yourself in love a dozen times yet before the time comes for you to marry."
"I'm not a boy. I'm a man grown."
"You're not twenty-one yet."
"I shall be next month. And I do know my own mind. You'll see, father, when I'm married."
"But you're not going to be married at present. And you're never going to marry this